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Devious Journal Entry
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i have driven everyone away
i have had enough
this whisper is my last
farewell
i know i mean nothing to you. don't lie.
if my light never turned green,
if it stayed only red to say
that i am not here;
i am not away;
i am not busy;
i simply
am not.
would anyone
miss me
?
So I'm asexual
This means:
I do not feel sexual attraction
This does not mean:
I do not feel romantic attraction
I do not have feelings
I cannot like someone
I am a prude
I am fluidly sex-repulsed
This means:
Sex grosses me out
Some days are worse than others
I could probably go my entire life without sex
This does not mean:
I need 'convincing'
I think nobody should have sex
If I marry, I will make my husband miserable
This does not mean:
I am unlovable
(so why do i feel this way?)
Not even a day goes by
When you're gone I feel a tugging in my stomach, pulling me to you.
Or maybe I'm just hungry. I can never tel the difference.
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Sounds like you neeed a boyfriend.